Shawn Xu 许烁…

你可知道我在facebook你的墙上写下了如下这段话
It all came as a stunning shock to me. You just passed away, leaving so many people and things behind. I’ve never expressed my appreciation of you, but now I want you to know, and I’m sure you will know, that I’ve always been thinking highly of you. There are many, as you surely know it, people who love you so much and you, in turn, love each and everyone of them. I don’t reckon I’m able to be counted as your close friend, but I can’t really express my grief in words. There are so many people who know and care more about you. Love has power beyond death. With so many love, yours as well as others, in your heart, you may smile at the other end of the world. From my point of view at the very least, you are Master of Death…

细细想来,虽然从初中我与你相识,但我们真正相处的时间实在是太短了。我清楚记得你穿着制服手拿照相机的身影,我清楚记得初三时我参加信息学奥赛吉林省队选拔赛时你在机房门外关切的问我成绩时的面庞,我清楚记得我存你手机号时你特意强调你名字中的“烁”不是硕大的“硕”…

可你分明是一个硕大的人,不仅是你的外表,你总是那样乐观积极,好像世界上没有什么事能够压倒你硕大的身躯…但是…我真的不知道该把你的悲剧归因于或者归咎于什么…

生命是如此脆弱,如此易逝。我们这些仍然可以享受生命的幸运的人真的应该放慢生活匆忙的脚步,时常停下来去闻路边玫瑰的花香,时常停下来去感受大家对自己的爱,时常停下来去把爱的种子播撒…